Thank you everyone for all your kind words, comments and emails. It's been a rough few days. I haven't stopped crying. The worst is in the morning when I come downstairs, when I get home from work and when I'm in bed, trying to sleep. I keep expecting to see Jazz greet me. I miss the sound of her pattering around, they way her tags would clink her bowl, even her deep belly meows telling me it was time to wake up in the morning. My girl was a very early riser, thanks in part to my mom.
At least I have the distraction of going to work, Shawn is now working from home. He's here on his own all day. He would check up on Jazz to see how she was doing, now he doesn't have that.
I've been thinking of the irony of the name of the blog. In the past few years, our family has been shrinking, not growing. I wonder sometimes if it will ever come to fruition.