Sunday, May 09, 2010

Still Boycotting

I'm still boycotting today. I can't celebrate today. I have nothing to celebrate. This day is just another reminder of what I've lost and what I don't have.

I am happy for everyone that is able to celebrate this day, especially those celebrating for the first time. I just want to be happy for me too.

8 comments:

Mark said...

Just want to say - I feel for you, so I am sending you a BIG HUG and both of you are always in our thoughts.

M

3D said...

No words...just hugs. Big ones.

Two Kayaks said...

Agreed. No words. Just hugs.

Kris said...

i know both sides of your pain- the loss of your mom- a 5 year long wait to complete an adoption (for me). i am so so sorry.

i hope you found a moment to remember the best things about your mom and that those memories brought you some happiness, even if only fleeting.

much love to you D.

Janet said...

Praying for you, friend. Wishing I could help in some way.

Michele said...

I hope you have reason to be happy this holiday one day very soon.

J said...

You are not alone ~

Catherine said...

Belated hugs sweet friend. Someday it will happen for you I truly believe that!