Sunday, May 09, 2010

Still Boycotting

I'm still boycotting today. I can't celebrate today. I have nothing to celebrate. This day is just another reminder of what I've lost and what I don't have.

I am happy for everyone that is able to celebrate this day, especially those celebrating for the first time. I just want to be happy for me too.

8 comments:

Mark said...

Just want to say - I feel for you, so I am sending you a BIG HUG and both of you are always in our thoughts.

M

4D said...

No words...just hugs. Big ones.

Sugar Cookies And Hope said...

Agreed. No words. Just hugs.

kitchu said...

i know both sides of your pain- the loss of your mom- a 5 year long wait to complete an adoption (for me). i am so so sorry.

i hope you found a moment to remember the best things about your mom and that those memories brought you some happiness, even if only fleeting.

much love to you D.

Middle-Aged Moi said...

Praying for you, friend. Wishing I could help in some way.

Michele said...

I hope you have reason to be happy this holiday one day very soon.

Anonymous said...

You are not alone ~

Catherine said...

Belated hugs sweet friend. Someday it will happen for you I truly believe that!